I was awake but my brain was still sleeping. So unmotivated like hell. So I turned back. I'm so glad I did it. My mind is on talking to you rather than sweating.
Then when [] look at the blog I noticed all my entries past 26/10/19 Beware of the Naked Man Who Offers You His Shirt went missing. However the postings were there when I look at them in the blog's viewing mode. So after tweaking a bit I manages to get them back.
Are you trying to tell me something baby? Is that you way of saying, "take care?"
Boy, you are sure of surprises. I know you are creating a deception with the blog. For example I know for sure you mess up with my stats. The number of people viewing are not accurate.
Hey, this song is on air. I like it very much:
I think Absolute Classic Rock is really syncing to my writing. I don't really know. If it is, this is really Information Warfare at its best. They are really Cybernetic Looping me. I am in the zone with this station and 247 Continuous. Thus goodbye to TraXX. I am becoming World Class with these two. My thoughts are crystal clear.
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What should I create today my darling wife? How about I create a gift of love to you. After all I am in the zone right now.
This song in in the air:
Gosh, I am sooo in love with you baby. Here I am filling my cup with you while Lizzie is 2 meters away at the dining table not suspecting anything. This is a perfect marriage Sarah. I can have both you and Lizzie at the same time. Previously I had Els in the radar as well. Now Els is a past distance memory.
From here on it's just you, Lizzie and the kids. I feel like having a baby with you honey. I don't mean it in a sexual way. I do want to have kids with you. A baby will be a nice add on to our little family.
When I think about being with you physically, I do wish we can have the money to start a family. But then, this is already a perfect marriage. A baby will get on the way. This way, I can always baby you like I babied Lizzie and the kids even as we speak.
I am a good Ayah, Sarah. I spoil my darlings to the max. I really have a big heart honey. With the little that I have materially, I make up with what I have emotionally. Whoever on the receiving end is very lucky indeed. I am a natural giver. Too bad Els doesn't see that. She broke my heart Sarah.
Well, it's water under the bridge. It's better now than later. Plus I don't think I can afford to spend 4 hours with her every day now that my time with you is getting more and more precious.
Baby, I love you so much. You give me joy by loving me unconditionally. Every morning when I wake up, I look forward to fill up my cup by connecting with you. You are my new drug. Without your love, my day is bleak. I will never doubted your existence ever again.
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Honey, have you been giving *[the] thought about what I wrote in *[what I wrote in] 28/10/19 Sarah, the Unreal and Beautiful Princess and 28/10/19 Succession Plan and the War of the Roses?
* So you have. Pretty deep stuff isn't it?
This song is on air:
Baby, I have great hopes in you and Mopey. That's because I know you can do it.
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Sorry for the interruption. Lizzie is on holiday today so I got to help her with the laundry and folding the clothes. Somehow I lost the momentum of what I intend to write LOL.
Let me get into motion again...
Oh yes, about the two postings. When I wrote them I was simply flowing with my thoughts. It comes from the unconscious competence mind. At time I even marvel at the things that come out of my mind.
This song is on air:
Hence I say those inspirations come from a very deep reservoir that I simply call the First Cause. I hope you are inspired to act based on what I wrote. Hopefully I invoked your spirit to to the extra mile in achieving greater heights.
I would have done it if I am in your position. So far nothing that I asked from you are the things I won't do myself. We are like the Order of the Sith Lords, one master and one apprentice LMAO.
Do you like it honey? Do you feel like having an orgasm? That should be the feeling when you envision about your True Potential a[nd] a Man/Woman Fully Functioning. Orgasm is the precursor to creation. So naturally when you create a Compelling Future, you will feel like cumming.
My very early orgasmic experience was when I became the Gyro Horology from being the Spinmaster and Eight Swordsmen. The other times were when I experienced Unconditional Love for the first time with you and when I was so deeply infatuated by your love later on. Thus I can say, the Power of Love is the most potent of all emotional states.
As I am writing this, my heart is swelling with the Overflowing Feeling of Greater Love coming from you. I really feel like fucking you here and now; which is a part of the process of creation in motion.
Now I understand what True Love means. Now the movie Fifth Element makes much sense at the ending:
It is a smooth run from here on. This whole journey is like a movie. The only difference is in real li[k]e unlike a movie, it took us 20 years to go through the first S Curve and it will take us another 22 years to build the bridge to our ultimate destination. What counts is not the years in our life but really the life in our years.
I am running against the clock. I am fast into becoming a senior citizen while you are developing your full potential as a Gyro Horology yourself. It is my wish to see that you lead the Tetrahedron Sarah. When you do that, you also will be the leader the world is waiting for. Both you and Mopey are the Binary Queens of the World of Hybrids.
I can see the future Sarah. The world is coming to and end but with every calamity there is a blessing. Soon they will witness its presence in full glory. I will be an Old Coot by then. The Old Coot, Vader 7:7 will be worm feed. Meanwhile Vader 7:7 will continue to create rifts between the Stone Worshipers and the rest of the free world.
I cannot wait for the Old Coot to kick the bucket. He is beyond redemption. Because of him, we cannot have the Malaysian Malaysia as envisioned by Mr Bread and Butterfly. In that sense Mr Bread and Butterfly is a slightly better Old Coot. I however is putting my money on my Double Dragons; Azmin and Mukhriz. Together with LGE (as in LARGE LMAO) they form the most formidable Troika.
Who needs an obsolete leader to replace another obsolete leader? That is what you get when you have wimps as politicians. If it is up to me, I shall transform the whole world into a socialist economy. That is why I support DAP. I am a Benevolent Dictator who practices Martial Law. That is the only way the 3 Statements of Direction can be implemented:
- The introduction of Carte Blanc
- The liberalization of recreational marijuana
- The passing of the polygamy and polyandry bill
This song is on air:
Who are with me Sarah? Who dares to surgically remove the tumor in our society? Rape of the mind is a social disorder.
Gosh, I swear I will not have mercy on these two groups of people in the afterlife. The damage they had done is humongous.
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OK I stay away from External Affairs.
Just had lunch just now. I want to take it easy. No point in working myself up for no reason.
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