I realized that for the past few days I had been talking to myself most of the time
So I decided to spend more time talking to you on this posting. Like for example I want you to know that you are the pillar of my strength.
Without your support, things are quite lame. You know that I don't have anybody else to talk to other than you. I tried to create conversations with Els but I don't think she even have the maturity to comprehend the situation at hand.
As I said the illness had subsided much. Hence I feeling a bit levelheaded without the mania.
How are you taking it? Do you like this new development or do you prefer me when I am in hypomania?
I personally feel much better with the subsiding of the illness.
The setback is I no longer interested to explore the esoteric thoughts. I guess the magic is gone.
This past few days I am pretty much calibrating my actions for the months ahead. My conclusion is the only way to be thin is to eat less and less frequent. Since exercise is only 20% of the equation, the emphasis is on the 80%; which is controlling the food intake.
Nowadays I don't have much to talk about that is out of the ordinary. So you have to bear with me. As I said I am becoming pretty ordinary without the hypomania.
I still write but my topics will be very much focused on diet and exercise.
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