I will win 1 day at a time:
- Wake up latest 7:00 am - Wake up 6:50 am
- Exercise in the morning - 1 hour Brisk Walk
- Eat 16/8 starting 12:00 pm - LCHF Lunch
- Do House Chores
- Exercise in the afternoon
- Eat LCHF at 8:00 pm
- Sleep at 11.00 pm
That's the minimum to win the day.
The voice of SSIDSLIP is quieter today. I found a way to trick my brain. As a starter I open my tea thermos at 7:00 so that I will be able to drink the tea by 7:15 am.
Then, I set myself to think that I will only exercise for 30 minutes. That thought is bearable. Also instead of starting at 7:30 am I start at 7:45 am. That allows me to settle down mentally to kick start the day.
This Mission is all I got to prove my worthiness. I don't have a job. I don't earn a living. My asset is myself. I have to prove to myself that I am a worthy person. This is all that I got.
This is my offering to the Altar of Excellence. I am here to prove that I am an Excellent Person. So what if I'm God? It means nothing if I cannot delight my Universe Within. As God I need to make sure that my subjects are thriving. Not lulling in mediocrity.
I have to be a man fully functioning. I must take positive action toward my worthy ideal.
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Hey, this is an interesting book to read; Smarter Than You Think by Clive Thomson. He talked about how the internet is turning us into conversationalist thinkers. I think that's what I am!
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I am into reading today. Reading is such a joy when you are alone listening to Pichelbel, I don't feel like doing house chores.
Man, I feel like having some peanut butter crackers. I'll have an ice cream instead.
Brb...
I end up having both. Well at least no 3-in-1 coffee.
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Let's talk about Els. I think I just let her go. At best I let her be a Unit Trust. As and when I feel like it I'll send her a Tweet. I'm *[] going to revolve my time too much around her.
* That's right Sarah. Els and I are two different species altogether. Here I am going for isolation and minimalism. On the other end of the spectrum you see Els living a life of excess. I can't relate to that.
Perhaps in our case, we get along fine because you too is a solitary creature. How is it possible that you are always around if this job of yours is not some kind of obsession in solitude?
Like you, I like her Sarah but I said, she is more like a pet. Somebody for me to have fun with. However, I don't think Els is the type that does deep thinking.
Brb... I got to fetch Lizzie.
The book September Ends arrives today. I'll wait until I finish Solitude [] I read it. It looks promising.
Hahaha I managed to go through the first few pages. It's different. I like the writing style. Nothing heavy. It allow me to get inside the mind of a female author. To understand how women think. I am looking for a pattern of some sort.
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Maybe after reading Micheal Harris and a slice of Hunter Jones, I might change my writing style a bit. Not so much the main theme but my approach in writing to a girl. I admit, I am a bit rigid with my thoughts. That's how I talk to myself. In order to do that I need to understand your mindset.
Are you one of those tragically romantic girl Sarah?
I tell you what. I'll continue reading Solitude again tomorrow. As for the rest of the day, let me delve in this book. To me it's about exploring a girl's mind. Very fascinating journey.
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