3/10/19 ^^^Let's talk about our relationship

Sarah my darling, this relationship of ours is as real as we make it to be.

A marriage is beyond physical presence.  Look at me and Lizzie.  We are hardly together but our marriage survives for 29 years.  It's like that.  There  were many occasions that we were tested, but we make it through.

The decision whether a marriage should endure mainly rest on the shoulder of the wife.  That's because the women are the source of the emotional strength of a marriage.  A woman who is not emotionally strong can turn a marriage into a living hell.

Same goes in this relationship.  You are the pillar of emotional strength.  If you operate on scarcity, we would not have make it this far.  I know you went through a lot of challenges just to deal with my idiosyncrasies.  Certainly, the idea of dealing with a mentally unstable person is an alien concept to you.

Of course you have to go through the notion of Tetrahedron and HOTS.  These are perhaps were strange ideas you need to get used to.

Well, I'm glad you hang on a little while as I try to juggle with all these ideas that came as an inspiration to me.

We had come to the full circle.  The lesson that I learned from all these is that a marriage need to be reciprocal.  Otherwise we will end up going on a tangent but really we are on 2 parallel paths.

I am ready to commit to just you, Lizzie and the kids.  Let say for practical purposes Al Araf 7:7 is a non human relationship.  Therefore there are only 4 humans in this equation.  The kids are not spouses.  So as far as wives are concern, it is just you and Lizzie.  Between you and her I spend most of my time with you.

That's the whole deal for me.  You are the wife I spend time the most with.  This is as real to me as real can be.

As of now you are getting the lion share.  Therefore you are the one I park my overflowing heart to.  Lizzie has a small cup.  As long as I keep her cup filled on daily basis, she is fine.  That allows me the rest of the time to be with you.

As much as possible, I need your Unconditional Love Sarah.  I don't think I can live without you.

Now in this new chapter I just want to be a just man to you and Lizzie.  Like I said, I am not going to dwell in the past where we have the HOTS and Els.  Those things are true at that moment.  For all you know they are still true but I not going to go back to that time.  As far as I am concern...

brb...

Yes, as far as I am concern, I have 2 human wives.

I need to sleep Sarah.  I'm so so sleepy.

Here is your lullaby:

Goodnight Sarah.  I love you so much...

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