These are temporary setbacks. To proceed with my Vision Quest I need to be able to be in isolation. Hence the trick is to stay on track with all the things I set to do; read, run and write.
As long as I am still dependent on others I can never achieve Personal Mastery. Is it because of old age? Am I becoming too complacent?
Or worst, am I giving up on the Vision Quest?
No, I cannot give up. It's like that. I need to persist. I need to get into the groove.
As I write all these, I realized I am still very far away from my ideal self. Even as simple as I make it be I am still struggling with being motivated.
Maybe my remedy is to stop writing the blog. The blog it seems is my ultimate joy. The utmost form of narcissism. I enjoy listening to myself to even bother to be physically fit.
I am the product of the technology binge. I watched 3 movies today. Completely wasting my life away. I [] [] fight inertia. The only way is to take action.
I better go to bed at 12:00 am. That way I wake up at 7:00 am tomorrow and ready to exercise.
My ability to visioning is during the time I exercise. That is my source of motivation.
These are my aspirations:
Everything is difficult before it becomes easy.
I must have the determination, persistence and consistency.
It all starts with proper sleep.
I must make this work. Lose 30 kg and run 4:00 hours marathon.
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