5/10/19 ^^^Nothing else matters that to be well again

My definition of wellness is no mania and no depression.  Other things like delusion, grandiose thinking and distortion are pretty much the byproducts of the state of mind I am in.

I don't think I am crazy to have a divergent thinking. If that is the case then I am never sane.  If that is true then I am among the minority.

Maybe it is high time to accept that I am crazy.  If that is the case, I am the luckiest crazy person around.

This song is on air:

If I am truly crazy, then the best I can do is to keep my world only to myself.  Which is what I am doing right now.  Well if I am crazy then I am truly blessed because as crazy as I am, I can still come up with a great work like Dreams of Mirrors.

I don't think I am crazy, it's just my reality is different.  Therefore I need a different environment from the rest of the masses.  Just think about it.  As crazy as I am, I managed to create a niche for myself.  My condition of living is far from pathetic.  As a matter of fact, I am striving in the environment that I carve only for myself.

I must have a very lucky star indeed because I am blessed.  Not many people can say the same thing about their lives.  For a crazy person I really have it good.

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Nevertheless, I don't want to live in delusion.  My aim is to be healthy and happy.  A partially functioning eye is better than no eye at all.  A recovering mental patience is better than a totally derange person.

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