To be fulfilled in this case is a life without excessive expectations. Otherwise we are forever discontented with whatever we get.
As far as fulfillment is concerned, I can say I am pretty much happy with [] I had achieved so far. No complain. Within 10 years, I managed to turnaround my life back to the time before the financial crisis.
Actually it is better than before because this time I am less stressful and I am at the tail end of the illness.
Therefore even if I am out of shape and still struggling with my diet and exercise, I am in a better position than I was 10 years ago. Certainly I am way ahead of myself 20 years ago.
Come to think of it, I should be celebrating.
There are so many things I should be grateful about:
- I drive a brand new car
- I settled the housing loan
- I had a closure on the property scam
- I have money in EPF, Unit Trust and the bank
- I quit 3 Cs
- I don't have any debts
- I am fully retired
- Mopey is on full scholarship
- I have a friend like Munek
- Princess is giving me monthly allowance
- I can eat whatever I like
- I own a new phone
- I have new set of clothes
- I have wifi (that is a major improvement)
There are only two things I need to worry:
- My weight
- My daily exercise routine
I have to say, minus having lots of cash, I live a very luxurious life for a retiree.
I'm just rambling here Sarah. I have nothing better to do. This is how I entertain myself.
I'm sorry that you have to go through all these. Actually I am just having a conversation with myself. There's nothing to it.
I know what I should do. I should quit Nicorette.
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When I think back, I did have some crazy thoughts. Even worse, if I smoke dope.
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