20/10/19 ^^^OMAD DAY 13 - I'm beginning to pay close attention to my dream now

This morning I dreamt of Safar saying, "Lastly in the end I ended wearing an underwear only."

I take it as a reminder to me that whatever I do is not worth it if I ended being crazy.  That's the message of the dream.

Dreams occur in the morning towards the tail end of the sleep.  To me it is a signal that's i[s] time to wake up.  If I had a good night sleep, my dream will be pleasant.  If not it will be a nightmare.

There is no specific message to a dream.  Rather, a dream is just my mind wandering about in the dreamland trying to connect the dots.  I used to have recurring dreams about me being a consultant. Occasionally I dreamed about me having Bipolar.  I guess there's nothing much to a dream other tha[t] at times my dreams are pleasant and at times they are not.

I cannot use dreams as signs from my subconscious.  I don't quite believe in the theory of the subconscious anymore.  I think what we categorize as the subconscious is the abstract thoughts as oppose to the concrete thoughts.

I don't think we should put too much emphasis on the subconscious because I think what we consider as the subconscious are the myriad of complex network of memories, instincts and wisdom compiled together.

As for me I don't want to give too much credit to the subconscious.  I think wisdom for example is something we are conscious of although we are not conscious of it all the time.

Unlike Jung and Freud, I discredit dreams as thoughts influenced by a somnambulist state and therefore it is an altered state of mind that not to be taken seriously.

There is only mind; which is the conscious state and no mind; which is the unconscious state.  Both are still the products of one single source of intelligence.  There is no disembarkation between the conscious and the subconscious.  It's like there are sights in view and there are sights that are out of view.  Doesn't mean that when the sight is out of view it is a different sight from the one in view.  It's just not within the scope of the panoramic vision at the moment.  However once it is within the scope, it is just another one of the visions.  Nothing special.

What I'm trying to say is, there is nothing special about a dream.  If your mind is clear, then your dream is clear.  If you have a distorted mind like you sleep late or your are intoxicated when you go to sleep, you will have a nightmare.

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