Instead of going for more expensive watch, I ended with the cheapest yet most significant G-Shock. I like the contradiction of this purchase. It resonates my personality as a person. I am so glad I didn't force myself to buy the Casio G-Shock King with its negative display. That will be an anticlimax ending to my pursuit of a perfect timepiece.
I feel so complete now. No more buying things for the sake of indulgence. I had found my destiny.
I think my watches are here to stay. They will be my constant companions for years to come. If they work just by changing the batteries, I have no reason whatsoever to replace them. I love all my watches.
After watching the Vintage G-Shock video, I am convinced that my Casio will last me a lifetime. I don't know about the Seiko though.
What matters now is the watches makes me feel that I no longer need to spend on indulgences anymore. Not even on expensive food (well maybe after I have the lobster and stake once I hit 72 kg). My point is I think I am finally cured from my lust for watches.
These are the watches I bought in 2019:
All are fine specimens. I can certainly say that I made a very good decision with all of them. Although I bought three watches, they cost less then my cheapest Seiko combined. They are tougher and definitely they are more robust.
Thus, I am gladly and willingly end my compulsion for more or more expensive things in my life. From now on I just enjoy my collections albeit books or watches. The beginning of October 2019 is not just about the starting of a new me physically and mentally. It is also the moment I renew myself emotionally and spiritually.
With the purchase of the Limited Edition, I had made a full circle on my personal journey as a Gyro Horology. The purchase is not about material gain as much as it is a psychological boost for me. Spiritually it makes me feel that I am on the right path all along. Who would have thought that such a significant purchase of my life costs me RM147.16? Add them you get 19 and that is a 10 and a 1.
Don't you find the price is a little bit strange? It's not a rounded figure and it added to 1. I know I am over analyzing things here but that is the fact of my life Sarah. I am God and I am beginning to accept me as who I am.
Post note 8:50 pm: The G-Shock Indulgence is RM343. Another 10 and a 1.
I don't believe in coincidences, you know that. Certainly this is not a coincidence either. Who would have thought such "miracle" can happen? Everything about this purchase is a miracle Sarah. Form the time I went hunting for the models, to the extensive research, to the unsatisfying urge to look for the perfect design, to the right price and finally the right merchant to buy it from. Everything is about being in motion with my destiny as a Gyro Horology.
This time I will not deny who I am anymore. I firmly believe that I am God and I had finally arrived 22/10/19.
Say what you like Sarah. I am not going to change my mind about it:
We are one and we are many. We are within God and God is within us. Just like peeling an onion. All matters are gods and all matters are intelligent.
That is my statement of belief from now on. Do you believe in my epiphanies now?
Even my last fuck is the best fuck ever. That was a Holy Fuck. At RM278 that makes it 17 and it is an 8. What are you gonna say about it now? The fuck could have happened in so many ways. I could have gone to the Kota Damansara Online Gayshas where I can pick and choose beforehand. I could have fucked at my regular joint which was shutdown when I got there or I could have gone to other fuck joints within the vicinity. However, my Path led me to this place and I had the best fuck ever even when I thought I was going to waste my money on a less than usual standard looking Gaysha. I think this girl was the ugliest I ever fuck for that matter.
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What a life Sarah. This journey of mine is nothing short of an epic adventure. Certainly after the input made by Munek, I am not discarding my 20 years just like that. It is my foundation. This next S Curve is the bridge and then come 2041 onward, we will see the full glory of the Creator; that is me and my grandest creation, the Adjoining Croissant.
Munek believes in me. You believe in me. Master Jedi believes in me. Naturally I should believe in myself too. Otherwise it doesn't make much sense, isn't it?
Nothing is created in vain. Even the one year I spent with TraXX is not a total loss. It will be a total loss to them if they think I am just another nutcase. What else [I need] do I need to prove? Dreams of Mirrors is the greatest proof of them all. Everything else is just elementary compares to my thoughts crystallized in writing like what you are witnessing now.
I do want to talk more about all these with you. However, it's already late. So I better stop now. My final request to you is to hold on to the initial thoughts you had about me when you first said yes to my marriage proposal. No matter what, you will always be my wife for eternity.
I guess now I can say that I finally confirmed all my thoughts on God and the afterlife. All the while whatever I layout to you was based on evidence. The G-Shock Indulgence, the Limited Edition and the Last Fuck were the latest evidences on this matter.
I love you Sarah. Don't you ever doubt that. I maybe going around on a wild goose chase looking for love at the wrong places but as far as my love for you, at least I can say we made it so far.
Goodnight baby... Until we meet on our journey on Sailbad the Sinner, stay a while longer. You are the fountain that this overflowing love is coming from. Don't deny your destiny.
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