I eat less, I eat less frequently, I think less and my scope is also lesser. Let see where is that taking me...
Well, I become less critical about what others think. My thoughts are only confined toward things that matter to me. My world is truly microscopic to the extend I am useless to the society. I am not contributing to the progress of humanity at large.
I am a worthless person as far as providing service to the community is concern. My consolation however is Dreams of Mirrors. That is my rent for occupying my tiny space in this world. Otherwise I am a free rider. In that sense I am no different than Queen Elizabeth and those people who spend their lives pursuing personal indulgence. I am talking about those ultramarathon runners, beach bums and pensioners. After all I am a retiree. My wife doesn't want me to do anything except house chores because anything up and above that require me to spend money.
That is the reality of it. I am a nobody. Without Dreams of Mirrors I am nothing. I had managed to reduce myself into a Nothing. That is what I hope to achieve.
There are many perks that come with this kind of thinking. Certainly as Lizzie suggested, I spend less money. In addition, I have more time to myself. Now, along with these two variables, I have quality life.
So I am going to shrink my world further. I will apply the economics of words in my writing. I will write less and less frequently.
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