Therefore whether you like it or not, I will delve in the topic.
This is for my personal consumption now that you know I am my own best friend.
The watches in this case is the extension of my Meta Model. Hence I get maximum satisfaction talking about the watches as if they are beings influencing my thoughts.
Today I got the 5600 Solar on my left and the Mudman on my right:
This is a pretty serious combination. I got the Citizen Soldier working with the Special Ops. Basically the 5600 Solar is a scientist and the Mudman is a subject matter expert.
They are working on the best possible outcome in case the Street Urchin cannot be returned. The decision was to put it in its casing and totally forget about it. It will become a symbol and a reminder that it's not worth for me to be a fake.
Definitely I will not wear it. That's why I need Rasta to take over its place.
I have to acknowledge it as one of my stupid mistakes. The one I should not have made should I am more patient with my eagerness to depart with my money.
If I can get a refund for it, I'll buy the Rasta. Otherwise 5600 Solar will have to work alone or as a freelancer .
I like Rasta a lot. It exudes the contemporary look. It brings positivism into my life. While the 5600 Solar makes me into a playfully serious person, the Rasta makes *[] (me) feel seriously playful.
* So you like it too huh? You know I am full of nonsense right? I mean, who would have thought of watches as beings? But that's what they are to me Sarah.
I like it that way. They used to be commanders, you know that don't you? Now their roles are less intense. By being the VARIATIONS to the Meta Model, they are more likely to shape my thoughts when I write the blog.
Look at it this way, when I wear 2 watches at a go, I become 3 persons in 1. So at this moment I am the Parent/Adult/Child all in one. Even if it is not that clear cut, at least I acknowledge that I am not alone.
Already I had established that I am my own best friend. With this Meta Model I look at myself as a person with multiple ego states. The best part is I have 4 ego states to play with using the watches.
In addition, when I exercise, I am Captain Titanium and Spike. I envisioned the formation in 2008 and whaddaya know? In 2019 I actually become Captain Titanium with the Trekz Titanium and my Asus Zenfone as Spike. Btw, Spike was originally the Dragon Ball figurine. Therefore Spike is a pretty sophisticated sidekick.
Now my Zenfone is the manifestation of Spike.
Therefore I got Chester to replace Angel and the Zenfone to replace Spike. That way I don't feel that stupid for losing both. They are really among my favorite characters.
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It is pretty amazing when you live among beings. I don't need to believe I am God to be enjoying this experience. I can do so by looking at the forms and functions of the things around me and from there I can develop their characters.
Pretty much like Al Araf 7:7. The beings need not have a human form. Sufficient that they serve a purpose.
That is why I need to get rid of the Street Urchin. It has no purpose. I might end up giving it away to the Coconut Man if I cannot return it. The watch is really is an antihero. I don't need it except as a reminder that I was duped for RM147.16.
For one thing I don't collect worthless junk. I don't mind if it is a good fake. What I cannot stand is a fake that doesn't function.
I hardly buy fake. Nowadays I rather buy cheap originals than a low quality fake.
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