Friday, 15 November 2019

>>>#16/11/19 From now on I live my life as Sharudin Jamal

I need to go back to the time I am just being me.

That will be 1985 when I was 21:

  • I didn't smoke
  • I ran
  • I ate healthy
  • I read a lot
  • I was fit as a fiddle
  • I was very positive
  • I looked good
  • I was free as a bird
  • I didn't have any hangups 


Well the memory is surely distorted but the songs bring back bit and pieces of 1985.

What can I learn here?

Well beside time is not linear, I can say that once in my life I took charge of who I wanted to be.

That is the essence of it all.  I AM IN CHARGE HERE.

So after 34 years, I am revisiting my potential again.

I did the same thing in 2003 when I was 39.  That was 16 years ago.

However 1985 was the real breakthrough thinking.  I need the right mindset.  2003 I was already experiencing mania.

The book I read then was The Power of Positive Thinking by Norman Vincent Peale.  I need to read the book again.

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Sarah, if I can say for myself, for the past 20 years until now I was full of shit.  I have to purge EVERYTHING OUT.

I want to start fresh.  Here are the parameters:
  • No more religion
  • No more thinking about God and No God
  • No more 3 Cs
  • From now I just be who I am; Sharudin Jamal
  • I am embracing Zen as a way of life
  • Definitely no more Twitting Rex
  • Nothing is Everything and Everything is Nothing
  • Continue with simplification
  • Continue with AHAD and OMAD
  • I cannot have too many minds
  • My focus is to be thin and fast
Certainly I am a man with too much time on my hands.  So instead of writing recurring thoughts, I read.  I got plenty of books for me to read.

This blog is becoming repetitive.  I need to make the best use of my time.

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