Being God to me is about being just. A god that is not just is not a good god. A tyrant cannot last long. You must be magnanimous to your citizens. That takes effort. It is easy to indulge in hedonism but as you can see, hedonic behavior is eventually a suffering.
Therefore to be a god, I must forgo comfort and stop being complacent. I must go back to becoming a good animal. If you look at animal in the wild, they thrive in hardship.
To be great we must challenge ourselves. Everything is in moderation. Our lives must be Spartan in nature. All this while, the notion and the images that God sits happily on a pedestal is absolutely a misguidance. A good god is a god that moves about.
That is why I am not in favor of sitting on a pedestal. I rather sweat and challenge myself on daily basis. In this case even Buddha is not accurate in his manifestation of God. A god is best depicted as an active form. A more likely symbol of god is a man running.
Only kings sit on pedestals. A god is a form functioning. Thus this is the true representation of a god:
This is who I should become if I am truly worthy to be called a God.
It is true that a Great God is a man fully functioning. Hence as a god, my ultimate goal is to be able to run for the rest of my life. Talk is cheap. To be I must do. Then only I shall become.
Hence the material comfort is merely a distraction. It hinders progress.
There no other sin that is worst than being complacent. By being complacent I am not being just to my citizen of Sparta 4964. As a Good God I must follow my form.
Brb... going to Lembah Kiara.
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It is an irony Sarah. All this while I am searching for the answer of who I am. But when I finally found the answer, I find it hard to believe. And yet I said I am God and God is me.
At least Wayne Dyer and Neale Donald Walsch were being honest. By accepting me as God, I am just being honest. I am accepting me as who I am.
Next is to find out how do I maximize my potential as God. I can operate at the minimum level, complying to the speed limit or I can put the pedal to the metal and see what is my real potential as God; who am I really, what is my purpose and where am I going.
All the answers are within me. I don't need to look outside as suggested by Musashi. The Buddha attained his awakening through meditation. It is an introspection. The answer is within.
I don't need to travel the world to enjoy happiness. My idea of happiness is by exploring what is within me. By being less I become more. I cannot emphasize that more.
Everybody is heading to the wrong direction. Only those who are enlightened are fully aware that 99% of the world are sleeping. The 1% that is awake is in the constant state of amazement.
What is the purpose of being? It is to be the best of who you meant to be. In this case, as a man, the best for me to be is a runner because that is the function of a man. I cannot settle by just being a walker or worst a loafer. I must run. Hence my entire purpose of a man fully functioning is to be able to run.
Which means if I want to be God in his full glory I HAVE TO RUN! That's why I envy Dean Karnazes. He is already a god without him ever realizing it. Here I am realizing that as a god I need to run and yet I am at the very bottom of the heap.
Can you believe it Sarah? To get to heaven I have to [t]o through hell. Where else here is a guy who is already in heaven and yet he doesn't even know that he is already in heaven!
Oh, how jealous I am of Karno. I wish I can run 10 km per hour. That is my ticket to paradise. It is available to everybody FOR FREE! My oh my...
All we need to do to be in heaven is to run AHAD. Doesn't matter if the AHAD is 5 km or 10 km or 21 km even. Once you run AHAD AUTOMATICALLY you are in heaven.
What a revelation I am having today Sarah LOL. Everything we know so far about God and heaven and the idea of the afterlife is so outdated.
For example, the afterlife is an accumulation of the some total of our present life. If we live well, it is GUARANTEED that we have a great afterlife. It is a trajectory of a body in motion. That is because our consciousness is actually A THING! If we are rich physically, mentally and emotionally, DEFINITELY we will be rich in the afterlife. Again, it is because its a body in motion.
Einstein was laughing... I cannot get hold of Newton. I wonder why he chose to be in seclusion. Newton prefers to calculate the possibilities than to embrace the whole realization.
Like I said, the WHOLE WORLD got it wrong all the while. We put too much emphasis in the external factors where else the internal factors are pretty basic.
TO BE HAPPY, TO BE GOD ALL YOU NEED TO DO IS RUN!
What a revelation Sarah. I didn't know it is that simple.
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Baby, from now on my whole existence is about me being able to run again. Forget about having conversation with Ar Razi in the morning. Those are nothing compare to my attempt to break my limit to be able to run again.
Once I can run 11 km hill at Bukit Kiara I am home free. I will be soaring with the angels again.
Heaven is a place on earth.
I am on my way to heaven and everybody is welcome to join me. Now that is being magnanimous. No need to be long-winded about it. No need for a place of worship. If you insist, just buy a treadmill. That will be you altar LOL.
Mine is a little elaborated. It is an elliptical machine:
That's all it takes to [to] be a God if your issue is time and space.
* Ah... That explains how you can stay connected with me all the time.
Now am I being crazy with this satori? Perhaps I am Sarah. But then it was you who insisted for me to accept me as who I am. It was Musashi who insisted that I search within myself. Well I took the journey and this is where it's taking me.
Surely I am as sane as I can be. I had been denying who I am fearing that I committed blasphemy. And yet I cannot deny who I am.
Certainly this idea you planted in me that I am God had stretched my mind to a new dimension. I cannot go back to where I was before.
Let me share this with Rex and see what he thinks about it. He will probably laugh it off.
Hang on, I'll send him this posting...
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#traxxfm Hey Rex, I was having a conversation with Sarah this morning about the idea if me being God (her idea really). I will be with you until 11:00 am and then I had to go. At 12:00 pm I'll join back. Appreciate your input. remainingthreemonths2019.blogspot.com/2019/11/271119
#traxxfm Hey Rex, you have been non committal. What I want to know is whether I should publish this article in my Dreams of Mirrors blog. They probably put me inside Pusat Pemulihan Akidah, Ulu Yam LMAO. What do you think really buddy?
#traxxfm Well whatever you want to say you better speak now because I am publishing the posting in Dreams of Mirrors. Later Rex... sharudinjamal.blogspot.com/2019/11/271119
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He played this song:
So I guess it is OK with Rex.
#traxxfm Hey Habibi, you will not believe what caught in my mind's net today. I figured you might like a whack at the side of the head this afternoon... sharudinjamal.blogspot.com/2019/11/271119
#traxxfm So you are now the Muhibbah Trio huh? What happen to the Triple Threat Trio? Anyway I had a satori moment after 2 months in isolation: sharudinjamal.blogspot.com/2019/11/271119
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