I want to experience the satisfaction of saving from now on.
The key is to only spend not more than RM100 a month. Other than that I only need a good running shoes every 2 years. I have shoes that will last me for the next 4 years.
Definitely I will cap the purchase of perfumes. I'll just buy the Adidas Get Ready. I am so happy with the smell and performance.
I want to be as frugal as possible now that I know that this is the Path set for me. Once you find an ace, you keep banging on the ace.
No more Swiss Army Altitude even. Starting today I start my life as a Minimalist Existentialist. I will cap my spending on everything that I have excess. Clothes and shoes especially. So are books.
I will not even buy extra food. I got my ration from Lizzie. That RM100 is for tennis, hair cut, car wash and parking.
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I hereby invoke Ayatul Kursi:
It's all based on belief Sarah. That is the basis of magic. My Book of Magic is the Quran. Not because it is the truth but because so many people believe in it.
I however only believe what is useful to me. I don't take it lock, stock and barrel. If I do that I will be deluding myself because I knew that the Quran is not true.
In this case as I said many times before, it is not about what is true, there is no truth except mathematics. I am just taking what is useful to me. To me it is useful because it works and it works because I believe in it.
I have many other useful references and Quran is only one of them. As long as they are useful, I will believe in their practicality. Just like I believe in the teaching of Buddha and what is stated in the bibles although they are not words of Jesus.
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You may have many references like this. The close[]t to truth that I can get is the Greatest Show on Earth by Richard Dawkins. Therefore since 2012 I had concluded that Islam is not for me. The only thing is at that time I was not sure about the existence of God. Not even Dawkins' The God Delusion can answer that question.
So I wandered for a good 7 years until I finally confirmed that I am the Almighty. Again I like to stress, these are not bragging points. These are my own realization of who I really am. For sure I support it with numbers because that is the most coherent matter that I can relate to. I'm sure that is true for most people. Therefore I trust the numbers than any other revelations.
Otherwise everything are just perspectives and opinions as mentioned by Marcus Aurelius. In this case I only trust numbers. What is there to trust? Certainly not religions and those crazy prophets. Rather than trusting them, I might as well trust my own judgment. At least I had gone to the brink with my thoughts.
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I got 5 minutes to wrap this up. My conclusion is BELIEVE IN YOURSELF, NOBODY WILL [] (BELIEVE) YOU IF YOU DON'T BELIEVE IN YOU OWN POTENTIAL. I am God after I had fully exhausted the avenue in discovering who I am. So knowing for sure who I really am, I now can chart my course of action to attain my highest order as a human being.
I am God and I am going home to Dragon Planet. What is more powerful than that? It is not just a statement of belief. It is supported by numbers.
OK Sarah, as usual you have the choice to continue the journey with me or to exit if you think I had went overboard. In my case, let me assert that with the introduction of the CITIZEN SOLDIER VARIATION, I had never feel so certain about who I am.
I will stick to the story line from now on.
Here is your lullaby baby:
I am as levelheaded as I can be Sarah. I don't have a single doubt that I am the Almighty.
Goodnight baby...
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