What's the point?
I think contacting Rex Montis was a wasted effort. I should be talking about how to be thin and fast.
After all I am a Nothing. Therefore I should focus on my daily progress.
I should be concentrating on the Statute of David Project 2022.
Gosh, I really need to stay focus.
The remaining 1 1/2 months of 2019 is to reduce my weight. I need to hit 83 kg at least.
As long as I am in the 90s, I am not doing it right.
As I said earlier, this blog is meant for me to stay focus on losing 30 kg. If I am not doing that, then I am not on target with my goals.
The formula is so simple, AHAD and OMAD. All I need to do is be consistent.
Fuck, this guy can do it; 130 kg to 60 kg in 3 years:
All he did was eat LCHF.
This is my ambition:
Matthew 16:26
Christian Standard Bible
For what will it benefit someone if he gains the whole world yet loses his life?
For what will it benefit someone if he gains the whole world yet loses his life?
I don't want to meddle with External Affairs. I want to focus on my goals.
At the end of the day I got to be my full potential. I should be running a 4 hours marathon than thinking about what will happen to the human civilization.
I should be following William Gan's example:
My goals should be intrinsic in nature. What's the point of thinking about External Affairs?
Even the practice of Zen is to realize one's true potential. Hence I should keep my world small.
I should narrow my options into just a few thoughts. Thoughts that empower me. I cannot have many minds. Here Suzuki Roshi may sound like he is contradicting himself. Are we not suppose to have a Beginner's Mind? Well we need a Beginner's Mind but it has to be the mind of an expert. We need the Unconscious Competent Mind rather than the mind of a novice. That's what he meant here.
I told you that Zen Masters contradict themselves at times.
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