Sunday, 3 November 2019

3/11/19 ^^^I am beginning to feel ordinary without Nicorette

I don't know if not having Nicorette is good or bad for me.  In other words I don't know if this somber thought is good or bad.

For sure now I know that our thoughts are govern by the chemicals that our brain produces.  In this case the absence of nicotine makes my life less magical.

Without nicotine I no longer believe in anything that I imagine.  In that sense I don't regard my imagination as a real thought.  It can be altered by the dose of chemical my brain is exposed to.

If I can capture the thought I have now, I say there is nothing beyond the physical world.  I don't believe in spirits, ghosts, angels, djinns, demons and what have you.  I don't believe in God and the afterlife.  I don't believe in heaven and hell.  To top it up, I don't believe in the supernatural including things like the alignment of the numbers, predestined affinity and the epiphanies.

Everything about me is a load of garbage.  I was mentally ill due to my dependency on cigarettes, dope, false beliefs and religious background.

I will dispel all forms of limiting beliefs and practices until I become a person free from any form of hangups.  The latest nonsense being the alignment of my numbers.

I will become a man without a past.  From here on I will not have any assumption based on beliefs.  I will only based my life on things that I gathered from my 5 senses.

It is a life based on evidence.  So definitely I no longer believe in God and the afterlife.  I will not believe in the alignment of my number and I will not believe in the epiphanies anymore.

I will keep things as simple as possible.  What counts is my Vision Quest and my aspiration to be a man fully functioning.

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