I have to admit it. I don't have people who are as nice to me as I am to myself.
As a friend, I talk to myself very often.
I buy things for myself to make me feel good.
I motivate myself to cheer me up.
I convinced myself to only listen to me.
I patiently listen to all the silly [] (thoughts) I had in mind
I help to rationalize buying decisions.
I set things right for myself.
All and all I am a good friend to myself.
The only time I was treating myself badly was when I put poison inside the body.
Because of that my cheerful, happy and rational self went crazy.
Some people remember me as a successful career man. Some will remember me as the guy who had lost it.
What do all these mean to me?
I have to be a success by being healthy and happy. That I do by being thin and fast. That I do through diet and exercise. That I achieve by eating OMAD and exercising AHAD.
If I can do that EVERY DAY, I am a a success.
That means I can do away with so many things. Everyday I just focus on OMAD and AHAD.
Fine, I'll buy one more watch. Tomorrow I will return the Street Urchin.
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Sorry Sarah for having you to put up with all these. We don't have shrinks here. I remember going to a psychologist after failing many times to quit smoking. Instead of giving me my money's worth, he gave me one of those advises you can get from any man on the street.
So I figured that rather than spending money on costly therapy, I do my own talk therapy.
And you Sarah, can be my shrink LOL.
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I don't know baby, at times I feel I am so empowered. On different occasions however, I feel that I am at the bottom of the pits.
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