I need to fight this. The nicotine withdrawal is creating a void in my life. I had stopped believing in things that I imagine.
If I look at things as it is, then I say there is nothing beyond the 5 senses.
I don't want to be in delusion anymore.
Hence I am discarding all unscientific and irrational beliefs that I had for the past 20 years. I am becoming a man without past assumptions.
What I'll do is I only lead my life based on evidence. There is no afterlife and there is no Judgement of Heaven. There is only karma. You do bad things, you attract bad things. You do good things, you attract good things.
Beyond that, is just the Law of Cause and Effect.
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No more thinking of God and the afterlife. They are meaningless to my existence right now. I rather focus on AHAD and OMAD. I should concentrate my effort on being thin and fast. Also ultimately to be healthy and happy.
No more thoughts beyond death. These are irrelevant thoughts.
Remember that I said I am waiting for the day when I can look at Al Araf 7:7 as just a set of figurines? Well the day is today.
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I am doing a major spring cleaning with those clutters in my mind. I am discarding everything that is imaginative and not evidence based.
Stories especially are full of unfounded imaginations.
I am stripping my mind to the barest minimum. No more nonsense basically. Beginning 2019, I am becoming a no nonsense person.
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Suddenly I remember... I was the Head of the Librarian. Me... with such a big responsibility. That's the biggest responsibility ever for me.
I was also the founder of Sharudin Jamal & Associates.
I cannot slip into oblivion. I was destined to be great.
Therefore I will make my life great again.
First thing that got to go are the unfounded beliefs. Surely religion is out of the question. So are thoughts on God and the afterlife.
Same goes with any beliefs that are not scientifically sound.
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The next 22 years, I just concentrate in making my life as normal as possible. Let's be serious about becoming a man fully functioning.
Most importantly, there should not be any use of substance. I need to get back to basics.
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