Never before I feel so contented letting go of TraXX and Els. You know that I had been wanting to do that since early this year but can never quite find a good closure.
This is only possible with the existence of 247 Continuous.
Once again I had taken myself to the brink. However this time no racy thoughts and no mania. I am fully cured. Now is to get off the medication.
Even that I am in no hurry. Maybe the medication works. So what if I cannot lose weight because I take the medication? The repercussion is I don't run. I still exercise AHAD and eat OMAD. Then I just have a humble life.
I asked Water a couple of days ago if I should save Vader 7:7. She said don't bother. It seems that he is asking for trouble. He is now championing the cause of uniting the Muslim World. If he succeeded in doing so, having every Muslim to stand by There is no God but Allah and Muhammad is the Messenger of Allah, then he is creating a boundary between the Muslim World and the Army of Allah and All Allah Only.
Oh yeah, a few night ago I asked, if there is Allah. The answer that came back was there is An Allah and No Allah.
So I said, "Who said that?"
The reply was, "It is I the moon."
So I asked, why you said that moon?
It replied,"because the pagan Arabs thought that Allah is the Moon God and they originally call it Al Illah. I was so ashamed of the Arabs."
So why you said there is An Allah and No Allah?
"There is the the Almighty Allah but the pagan Arabs is not referring to that Allah. They are referring to the Moon God Al Illah. Allah is in general means the Almighty but the name was derived from the term Al Illah, the Moon God."
I was already half asleep at that time, so I let it pass.
For me Allah is another name for God and not a specific entity. So to me Allah is God and God is Allah. I might as well call Buddha God and God is Buddha. I don't differentiate the semantics.
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Thus when I say Allah and All Allah Only, I mean God and All Gods Only. I want to emphasize that we are One and We are Many.
Also I want to make it clear that I am not putting Muhammad at the same level with the rest of us. There is no Muhammad in my declaration of faith. To me my shahadah *[] (is) God and All Gods Only.
Take your pick. Allah and God are synonymous.
* OK from now on I don't use the word Allah, we might get ourselves confused with the pagan Arab Moon God Al Illah.
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So it seems that Islam is a fusion of the various faiths in that region. Muhammad certainly was a Snake Oil Salesman. What was his motive? None other than the the oldest lure, Temptation of the Flesh. In this case Muhammad OPENLY admitted, two things he loves; perfumes and women.
Do you know that while the rest had a condition who they can marry and how many, Muhammad can marry anybody and whatever number he desired?
He was a cult leader for sure.
Surely the Stone Worshipers are blind, dumb, deaf and mute. They are not worth given the brain to think and the eyes to read. I was one of them. However in the span of 12 years I studied Quran and Hadiths I can already find the flaws. What is the clergies dong then? Don't they have eyes that can see and the ears that can hear?
Strange indeed...
So to win this battle is not through brute force. It has to be the battle of the wits. The dummies never learn, the smarties always find the way.
To defeat the archaic thoughts is by using their own weapons towards them. Back to the Quran and Hadiths (specifically Bukhari, Muslim and Muwata).
Unless of course you want to spice it up with humor , then use this:
We need more apostates to come forward a[s] (and) fight at the front line. Apostasy is a serious crime. The original decree was the person must be isolated for 3 days to repent. If he still doesn't repent then the punishment is death.
Now it is not that drastic. Still in Malaysia, Muslims by the Syaria Court decision are not allowed to change religion. If they still do, in my case I am not allowed to give the hand of my daughters for marriage, I am cut from inheritance (both ways) and if I am dead the Muslims will not bury me.
So under that circumstances rather that fight in the court and face a lose-lose situation, my family and I just become Nonpracticing Muslims; which in this case is an oxymoron LOL.
The law is so draconian that the Muslims upon birth must put Bin (for male) and Binti (for female) in our birth certificate. It means son of or daughter of in Arabic. Our ID bears the label Islam. My suspicion is to make things easy for the Moral Police to arrest those who don't fast during Ramadan, those who drink alcohol and those who have extramarital affairs checking into hotels.
That's why I go for Gayshas. Having an affair if caught is not only embarrassing but a criminal offence by the Syaria Court.
On the same token, I will never move out to the rural areas. With the exception of 2 other cities outside Kuala Lumpur, life as a Nonpracticing Muslim is a pain in the butt. Everywhere you are expected to conform. The result of Mopey going to a government boarding school was she got institutionalized to wear hijab. In that sense Princess was spared. The price though is Princess had to live with a second class education.
Luckily she is a strong character. Otherwise she might end up like her cousins; they don't get good results for their final high school exams. Ameezan's kids are wasted. The public schools here really suck because we have both lousy parents and teachers.
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I am ranting here. I better stop. At least Mopey survived the system. She has her own groove very early in life. I am proud of both my daughters. Although they are two different individuals, I am happy to say that they come from Lizzie's and my mold. We did good as parents.
Hey, did I tell you that I bathe my kids until Princess was 8 and Mopey was 10? I'm glad that I was there when they grew up. I did a lot of things when they were kids.
Of course when they become young ladies they are more inclined to Lizzie. You don't expect me to join their conversations when they talk about their menstrual pains, do you? LOL.
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Well Sarah, this is taking it easy for me. I thing I'll read for a couple of hours and we continue with our soiree around 10:00 pm.
Later baby...
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