Wednesday, 20 November 2019

21/11/19 ***I haven't been eating this much for a long time

Yes, the stomach expanded a bit but overall my mind is still sharp.

I don't know if I can still eat the peanut butter crackers.  I had been wanting to eat it since the past two days.

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#traxxfm I like this 3rd hour segment the best. Hey I am confused here, are we suppose to have many possibilities or Mushin No Shin (Mind of No Mind)? Zen is so full of contradictions. Later Rex...




#traxxfm I am going through a Journey of Simplification. That means I am removing clutters from my past limiting beliefs. In my case, definitely religion is the main factor.


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These correspondences with Rex constitute my social interaction for the day.  That's all is needed.  Basically I just need somebody I can channel my thoughts to.  Once I do that I will be fairly grounded.  This then act as the grounder.

With you Sarah, it's a talk therapy.  So I got my bases covered.  In the mean time I enjoy the amenities I got within CCC.  I got the PC, WiFi and all my collections here.  With a snap of a finger I can transport myself into my inner landscape without much hassle.



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#traxxfm While we are enjoying this little sanctuary of mine, I like to point out that this is only possible because of the neurotransmitter dopamine. So everything is a chemical action and reaction. Even me sending you this photo is a chemical reaction.



#traxxfm What can I say, at the very end of it is abiogenesis or self-organization.

  OK I think that should do it.  After all Rex and the rest of TraXX are just clouds in the coffee.  Nothing matters really.  What if Rex is really serious about it?  Well even that it is still just a passing thought.

How many thoughts we really have in a day?  Too many to count isn't it?

It's like pulling cotton ball from a thorny twig.  Some will surely be left behind.

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I am in the state of bliss right now.  Not a care in the word.  I don't feel like stuffing more food inside my tummy but the peanut butter cracker is damn alluring.

I'll just have one just to fulfill my craving.

Brb...

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