Tuesday, 12 November 2019

13/11/19 ***Now that I know, I must be

OK Sarah, I am back to where I started, pursuing man fully functioning.

I will not meddle with External Affairs.  My priority is back to being thin and fast.  I need to focus on my goals:

  • To lose 30 kg
  • To run 10 km per hour
Rightfully my writing should reflect this thought.  I should write to motivate myself to take action to act on my worthy ideal.

I should not wander into other matters.

Like I said, I am not a philosopher.  I am a practitioner. I need to stick to the knitting.

Nevertheless I will continue to read, run and write.

For that matter I will quit Nicorette again today.  I must do.

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What if I am suppose to be greater that what I am set to do now?  What if I am really meant to lead?  What is the impact here?

Is that possible Sarah?

Am I greater than the sum of the parts?  Is it possible that I am shrinking myself too microscopic for my own good?  That I focus too much on the trees that I miss the forest?

What if I am destined to be great?

Will I be wasting my true potential?

Well if I define myself as a Spartan Cleaner, then by that definition, I only focus in becoming an autonomous individual.

Therefore the lesson is localized [] (rather) than generalized.

I should focus on my Personal Victory [] (rather) than a Public Victory.

These past few days I was focusing on External Affairs rather than Internal Affairs.

What it proves is that I can deal with External Affairs but on the price of my own personal pursuit.

Certainly when I deal with TraXX, I am meddling with External Affairs.  Hence, I should not deal with them.  That wa[s] (way) I shift my focus on Internal Affairs again.

Even dealing with you is an External Affair.

So in this case I deal with External Affairs internally.  Which means I will talk to you on intrinsic matters only

This song is on air:


I gotta go baby.  I am going off for lunch.  When I come back we'll talk about about things that is related to Personal Excellence.

I should not be talking about things outside that scope.

See you honey...

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