3/11/19 ***The need for affirmation

I guess what really matters is back to peace, sanity and robust health.

I just concentrate on achieving these three goals.

Instead of concentrating on things that I move away from, I should focus on things I moving towards to.

I got to kick the Nicorette habit for good.  It's poison.  That's what it is.  I should concentrate on becoming a peak performer.

That include having a sound mental health and being physically fit.

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When I look at it from this angle, I realize there are much need to be done.  Being an Athlete4Life is a full time job.  I hardly scratched the surface.  Surely I need to remain isolated.

Sure I read books.  However what is more important is my own personal journal.  I need to record my own progress and adjust accordingly.

For example this development in mental shift towards a scientific mind is much needed if I want to be a man fully functioning.  I cannot afford to live my life in the next 22 years based on childish assumptions a[s] past unfounded beliefs.

I need to be able to set myself apart from the rest of the majority.  Think for a while.  How many out there who actually seriously think about what they really want in life?

I am fortunate that I not confined to the traditional values that tie most people to the old paradigm.

Therefore I am free to have my own values reinforced in this new paradigm.  What are my 3 most important values?

• Pursue truth par excellent
• Prepared in mind and resources
• Just do it!

By having these 3 values, I narrowed my area of focus on things that only matter to my well-being, both mentally and physically.

I'm not going to reinforce a FALSE BELIEF although it may be empowering.

From now on let's be as levelheaded as possible.  As much as possible try to be evidence based.

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I had decided to be well again at 55.  Beginning this year I will ascend for the next 22 years.  Therefore I will forgo all false beliefs I had all my life and be the ENLIGHTENED ONE.

To do that, I will trust my instinct 100%.  For example I should trust my instinct to return back the Street Urchin and buy myself the Rasta.

Don't worry so much about spending less than RM100 a month.  The purchases of the watches are necessary.  They are my companions.

Things that I should stop spending money on are clothes, perfumes and books.

As for the watches, once I complete my CITIZEN SOLDIER VARIATION, I should be able to develop a sound Meta Model for me to stick with.

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