21/11/19 ***Of mice and men

I should not have taken Sashi's call.  Now I know he is not sincere in helping me out.  Pretty much like Glen buying me the Chinese tea.  Oh man, I can't believe I fell for Glen's exploitation.  The Chinese tea was only worth 70 cent.  That's how cheap this guy was.

I mentioned meeting in Ikea where we can have the air conditioner and unlimited refill of coffee.  That's the last I heard of him.

This Sashi guy always talked big.  In the end habuk pun takdak (not even a speck of dust).

I am not going to waste my time with people with big egos and small talks.  I am already a senior citizen.  I should be wiser now.

Beware of the naked man who offers you his shirt - Harvey Mackay.

I'm going to make myself some tea.

Brb...

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Yes, all I need is a RM1000 a month job without leaving the comfort of my home.  If I cannot have that I might as well stay put.  It is more cost effective for me to be doing that.

 In the mean time I need to remind myself that I am fully retired for the past 10 years.  So fuck employment.

I always forget that Queen Elizabeth and Dalai Lama never work their entire lives.  Why do I have a hangup being a retiree?

I am still stuck in the old paradigm.  Actually this is the best position to be in.  I had done my Situational Analysis and I am definitely better off than I was 20 years ago.

I should not be comparing myself with those people who have surmounting debts.  In my case I am TOTALLY debt free.  My wife had decided to take care of me.  In exchange I live the life of a Minimalist Existentialist.  I only spend RM8 a day on food.  The Nicorette top it all.  That is RM400 a month.  So definitely I can get by with RM1000 a month.  If there is such a job that pays that much with me being at home, I definitely take it.

Otherwise with Lizzie spending RM1000 on me, that is negligible.

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Well Sarah, if you want to accept me take me all in.  I am not going to pretend to be somebody I'm not.  This is me baby.  The guy who owns 24 hours of his time.  It's not for sale either.

I'm going of to bed early.  I think I'll have a shower before bed.

Here is your lullaby honey:

Come to think of it, if you like the way things been going on between us right now, make it so.

Goodnight honey.  I love you so much baby.

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