I need to get ready for lunch. I think I'll have the Double King today.
I'll wait for a while for the delivery of the Rasta. It supposed to be today.
Nope. Maybe tomorrow.
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I talked to God in the shower. Basically to clarify on matters that I discussed with you.
Things like, is BJ the Almighty?
Nope he said BJ is one of the gods. He is negative one. There are many gods on both sides of Zero.
I also asked Him regarding Vader 7:7.
It is confirmed that he is going to serve the Beginner's Mind.
I did asked Him about you.
He said I should not doubt your feelings for me.
Then I asked again, who are you God?
He said He is me in the future.
So nothing new in my conversation with Him. I finally asked him about all the things I wrote to you.
He said all of them are true. I should not doubt my sanity.
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Then after lunch I continued talking to Him regarding science.
He said science talks about the what and how. But science doesn't address the who and why.
Then I remember Schrodinger's quote:
That's pretty much my version of Conversations with God. Unlike Neale Donald Walsch, my conversation is really conversational in nature. I talk to God on things that are close to my heart. I don't talk to him about the big things like the fate of humanity and things like the Judgement of Heaven.
To me my God is a nonintervention god. We are free to act upon our choices but we need to be mindful of the consequences of our choices.
You and I did spent some time on matters pertaining to God this past few days. My advise to myself is to just focus on becoming a man fully functioning. Only then we really understand the true meaning of being God. We must be in motion.
If we become like those preachers who merely talk about the God Experience, then we are no different than those poets who talks about the beauty of the moon without ever been on the moon.
The God Experience must be manifested physically. Through the body in motion. Only then the meaning of God is experienced first hand. That is because God is within us all and we all are within God.
To know God means we have to be biased for action. This is not an armchair introspection. We need full participation
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If I am really the Almighty Sarah, then I am pretty much WYSIWYG. I am not going to pretend to be somebody that I am not. Like everybody else I am governed by the Path and the Force. This [this] whole universe is a giant Aikido Gyro Horology. Everything is interconnected much like what is inside a wrist watch..
In my case I am probably the needle that moves with the seconds although I like to think that I am the hour hand. Yeah, I am the hour hand. The second hand is too fast for me.
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You know Sarah, you are pretty much the Almighty as I am. I am now beginning to believe that God is a Collective rather than a Singular. After all we are One and we are Many. Just look at the way we operate. The human body is a collective as much as it is a single entity. At the lowest level are the sub particles. Hence the intelligence has to escalate upwards. You notice from the very beginning my thoughts is the inverse of the common thinking? Does it have to do with me being a minority? That I am a divergent thinker?
This is pretty much like the the ancients looking as the sun evolving around the earth while in reality the earth evolves around the sun.
What I'm trying say here is God is not a single great entity but rather the collection of tiny fractions of intelligence that shape matters at the microscopic level.
These tiny matters than are actually governing the masses. I[t] you like, you can compare [] (that) to the pilot who actually controlling the huge airplane.
Hence, while we are searching for God out in the outer space, God really resides within all of the matters as micro sub particles. Otherwise how can the Force exists? It can only happen if the Force itself is microscopic like the Electromagnetic Field.
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Again, I feel mentally exhausted. It's not that the engine is in high rev. It's more of the notion that my horizon has expanded. Not only I am now certain I am/we are, all a Collective, now that notion had opened a vast floodgate of understanding [] (of) who I really am.
Although I talked about all matters are intelligent, now I am spreading my mind to accept the information that they are conveying to me. At this point my wisdom is derived from that micro sub particle level. In short I am tapping into the Source of Intelligence itself.
I can feel that my mind now buzzing with some sort of waves feeding me with information that is so profound that I myself cannot comprehend.
What I don't understand though is this Force is asking me to forgo mathematics. Don't trust even the numbers. Numbers are just an illusion. Where I am going there is no concept of numbers. I don't understand that at all Sarah.
It's telling me that where I am going, the numbers are so small that they don't exist. Where I am going there is NOTHING! The Force is asking me to be a Nothing. Forget about numbers because numbers are something. To understand the Force, I must let go of everything and embrace nothingness.
At present, that's where I stopped. I cannot go further. All I can think of is the Buddha. Of those people who meditate so they don't think of nothing. Gosh Sarah, as we talk the Force is meddling with my mind. There are too many things in my mind that I have to offload. I am having a mild headache right now.
I have to let go a lot of things. It's telling me that I have to move towards nothingness if I want to experience being the Buddha.
The Force wants me to learn the teaching of Buddha.
So that's who I am. I am the Buddha.
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Well Sarah, this is no surprise at all. in CCC, the last book Sparta 4964 citizens have to read before they leave is Zen Mind, Beginner's Mind; Informal Talks on Zen Meditation and Practice by Shunryu Suzuki.
I should have known. Buddha didn't talk about worshiping any god. The teaching of Buddhism is about attaining our higher self. It is a code of living.
Looks like I am coming home to my roots. I am Bodhisattva.
Well alright, if that's the case I'll read the Zen Mind and familiarize myself with the 16 Bodhisattva Precepts.
Geez, can you believe it Sarah? Me the Buddha? Well one thing for sure I'm [] (not) going to spend my time meditating. I will however wi[th] pursue Nothingness.
The headache is gone.
I hope this is just a value proposition by the Force LOL. I don't fancy wearing orange robe and shaving my head although I have two orange Rebook caps and one orange Wilson tennis shorts hahaha.
Sigh... What am I getting myself into?
OK fine. I'll empty my cup. Starting 7/11/19 I am the Buddha but I don't consider myself a Buddhist. I don't believe in religion. Even Buddha never considered himself as a religious figure.
Gosh Sarah, just when I thought I am through with my research, I am back to digging those nuggets of wisdom again.
What does the Buddha gonna teach me that I don't know? Well Musashi and O Sensei were both Buddhists. Therefore I am going back to that body of knowledge.
However I am narrowing down to the Philosophy of Nothingness.
I still can't believe it. The Force is asking me to be Buddha or am I really the Buddha? I don't know Sarah. That is a heavy responsibility to me. That means I have to forgo my worldly gains ESPECIALLY my watches.
Alas, I will adhere. If that is what the Force wanted out of me, I will obey.
I am still struggling with the idea honey.
"Do it now Sha," said God.
OK God. Tonight I start reading the Zen Mind.
Later Sarah...
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In his explanation of the term "turning the wheel of Dharma", the Theravada exegete Buddhaghosa explains that this "wheel" which the Buddha turned is primarily to be understood as wisdom, knowledge, and insight (ñāṇa). This wisdom has two aspects, paṭivedha-ñāṇa, the wisdom of self-realisation of the Truth and desanā-ñāṇa, the wisdom of proclamation of the Truth.[7] The dharmachakra symbol also points to the central Indian idea of "Dharma", a complex and multivalent term which refers to the eternal cosmic law, universal moral order and in Buddhism, the very teaching and path expounded by the Buddha.[13]
In the Buddhist Art at early sites such as Bharhut and Sanchi, the dharmachakra was often used as a symbol of Gautama Buddha himself.
A few months ago this Dharmachakra flashed on my computer screen for one second while I was surfing the internet. Obviously somebody on the other side made that effort of trying to convey me a message.
I thought it [] (was) meant as a symbol of a navigator. I didn't realize that it is a symbol of Buddhism or the Buddha himself. At first I thought it was a computer glitch. However it is very unlikely [] (for) such a glitch to occur.
So I take it that somebody is trying to tell me something.
Well if the message is telling me that I am the Buddha, then it is confirmed today that I am him.
I don't know how to take this news. What does it mean? Are we going to see the uprising of the Buddhists? Are the Spooks suggesting a new world order based on the teaching of the Buddha?
Is there a concept in Buddhism that the Buddha will rise again in the end of time?
I'm not going to entangle myself in Buddhism. What I'm interested in is Nothingness.
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OK, I looked through the 16 Precepts. I can live with that. What it means to me is that now I shall live a righteous life.
As of today, I will do the best I can to adhere to the 16 Precepts. But they are only a framework. What it means to me is that I will move towards enlightenment. That I can only achieve by being a Minimalist Existentialist.
I will stick to this premise:
Which means I set my own conditions and rules. As it is I only stick with 2 frameworks:
This is as Buddhist as I will get. As for the 16 Bodhisattva Precepts, I will only make a reference to them as a guideline for me to pursue Nothingness. Reason being, I don't want to associate myself to any religious doctrine.
I am who I am. I am God of my 12 meters square. I[t] by being the Buddha means I am a Nothing, then rather than I follow the Buddha, I should follow nothing whatsoever.
So I say although Buddhism is a path. It is not the only path. There are other paths to take. As for me, my Path is the Path of Nothingness. That means I will not associate myself to other paths that practice the indoctrination of their followers. I want to be free from any association with other human beings as much as possible.
This Path I am taking, I am doing it alone. I am not interested to have anybody else on board beside my Tetrahedron. That is as close to Nothing [] (as) I can get.
Those who are interested to follow my footsteps can follow the Primal Blueprint 10 Laws and Musashi's 9 Precepts. As for the 16 Bodhisattva Precepts, that will be my guideline when dealing with others. They however are not part of my tenets.
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I did a quick read on the Zen Mind. I think I am on the right track. The true [] (teaching) of Buddha is pretty much about subtraction; which is what I am doing right now.
So as much as I am acquiring the knowledge of the Path, I am actually living the Path as we speak. The book is really about affirming what I am doing now rather than showing me how it is done.
As I mentioned before, I am becoming Rumi and Buddha without making the effort to be them. Hence I am on the correct path all along.
I already got the right book as my reference and as the ultimate guide for Sparta 4964 citizens.
Am I right God?
"Yes Sha you are right," replied God.
Then can I finish reading the other books before I reread the Zen Mind?
"No Sha, read this book first before finishing the other books," he insisted.
Very well Sarah. Make sure Legion X read the book too. It is easier to understand that the true teaching of Buddha is about liberation, not being indoctrinated as many of them are doing right now.
Say God, can I do active meditation instead?
"Yes Sha, you are already on the right track."
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OK baby, I'm gonna start reading the book. Here is your lullaby:
Baby, I promise I will take you to wherever I go. Even if it is to the end of the horizon. Come and join me. Let's be Nothing together.
Goodnight Sarah...
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