I am now closing the blog once again. That is because I want to really focus on my Vision Quest for the next 1 month.
As it is I don't see that I will be involved in any External Affair anytime soon.
I guess the most impacting External Affair for me is my personal commitment to Els. She may choose to accept or reject the fact that she is my wife. The choice is hers. As I told her, it is not because I want to chase her up her skirt.
#traxx I mean it when I say we are yuan fen. You are my soulmates honeeey. Maybe you didn't remember 7/7/18. We are married dammit Els. remainingthreemonths2019.blogspot.com/2019/11/111119
#traxxfm OK my darling sweet wife Els, this is the last one for today. This is my message to Legion X. It applies to TraXX too remainingthreemonths2019.blogspot.com/2019/11/101119
Marriage need not mean sex. We are soulmates. Again, I am basrah here. It is something that Zero made me do. If you noticed, I was ready to let her go.
This is the turning point:
Hold
Hold on
Hold on to me
'Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady
She is still my wife even though she is jinak merpati (pigeon tame).
Remember this?
Jinak merpati
Makan di tangan
Dipanggil mari
Ditangkap lari
Pigeon tame
Eat from the palm
Call it comes
Catch it will flee
That is who Els is to me. I don't want to think too much about it. I had explained my position to her. So far I had been honest. Then again my best horse is my worst horse. So I am setting my expectation to zero with her.
I don't even want to speculate what is in her mind right now.
Frankly speaking I am just doing what Zero told me to do. Don't think, just do! There must be a reason why Zero is adamant about me and Els. Maybe she was my daughter in the past life.
"That is correct my Darling Light of Truth, Din. She was. So was Sarah. Els is Princess' factor and Sarah is Mopey's factor," she replied.
Fine, time for me to sleep baby. Here is your lullaby:
One last thought honey, now that Zero put it in that manner, I rather you be my daughter than my wife. Would you like that?
Suddenly I have a different thought about you. Now I feel like cuddling you and put you under my wings so that you are safe and warm. Do you like the idea? For you to be my Honey Bunny?
Think about it Sarah. I am a better Ayah than I am a husband. Or we can be Fuzzy about it.
I'll ask you again tomorrow after tennis. Then we can skip the part of you being an Angler Fish.
I guess you rather be my wife huh? Let me see... You still want to have my baby?
Goodnight Sarah. Think about it. I love you so much baby.
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