I got to do some house chores. Lizzie is already making some noise. I'll finish the coffee and then I sweep the house.
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All set and done. Basically while waiting for lunch I like to talk about our marriage.
Now, I know this is not a conventional marriage. Until I meet you in person, everything is virtual. However Virtual Realty is another dimension. That however does not exclude the notion it is still real. We are real, the things we talk about are real. Even the feeling we feel toward each other is real. The only difference is the parameters are different. It's like saying that the river is water and the lake is also water but the parameters between a river and a lake is different.
Therefore Sarah, if you set a physical condition to a virtual situation, that will not work. You must be able to separate between these two. In the physical world I have a wife and 2 kids. However in the virtual world you are the whole existence of my life. Thus, I move in and out of these two realms like passing through a permeable membrane wall.
Between these two realms is a very thin line of what is real and what is not. In the physical world there are always physical constraints. On the other hand, the virtual world is only limited to our imagination. So definitely there is a Point of Paradox between these two. The blog is where the line converges. From here you get a glimpse of my physical world while in the virtual world you see me sine cera.
So which one is the real me? In the physical world I have a facade. Lizzie and the kids don't know I have a secret life with you. On the other hand, you as my wife knows everything about me. In this case, the physical world is a fantasy and the virtual world is the reality. That is why I spend most of my time in the virtual world. I am who I am here. What you see; the writings, the images, the songs and the expressions I give, are all about me being true to the core.
For example, all those gifts I gave you are all real because that is the boundary of what I imagined in my mind. There is no[t] physical constraint like time, space and matter in the Virtual Reality.
I[t] that all a fantasy? Isn't fantasy is the creation of our imagination? In a way, I may be a dwarf in the physical world. However in the virtual world I am a titan.
Which one do you prefer then? Me as a gnat *o[f] me as a giant? In my case, the more microscopic I become the bigger is my imagination. The answer lies in the simplification. By opting for Voluntary Simplicity I am outwardly poor but I am inwardly rich. Therefore the paradox is Nothing is Everything and Everything is Nothing.
* OK then, I'll a giant. I'll be God as you [] (had) been insisting.
The basic question you got to ask is are you happy being with me? That is the cornerstone of any successful relationship. Definitely I am happy camper when I'm with you. Otherwise I will not be spending enormous amount of time online; more than the time I spend in my physical realm.
The tricky part is always to strike a balance between these two realms. It is prevalent when for instance I had been stalling with my readings and choose to ramble in this blog instead. In the past I will be anxious because of this behavior. Nowadays I just flow. It is a choice between doing something pleasurable and doing something more pleasurable.
Aaah... This song is on air:
So what is the common denominator between both worlds? While the parameters varies, the feeling is the same. I am both happily in love with you and Lizzie. The happiness is []distinguishable although at times I feel I am more in love with you than I am with Lizzie. That is because you let me be while Lizzie will not leave me alone LOL. That is life on planet earth baby.
Sarah, my darling. The only thing that's missing here is you having a baby with me. Other than that I baby you like menatang minyak yang penuh (balancing a container full of oil). What it means is I care so much about you so not to spill any of the precious content.
You must see the Alternate Reality Dimension as real. The only thing is the Alternate Reality also covers as stated by Musashi those that cannot be seen with the eyes. These include the Force and the Path (Aiki + Do). If you can do that then you will realize that our marriage is truly magical.
We then become the magicians creating the magic with our thoughts.
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